Unusual panic or what?

by Eddie
(Canterbury)

Since a teenager I have been experiencing this bouts of terror,it's started when I lost my faith and stopped believing in false promises, my fear starts building up as we all here by mistake and we will be lost in matter of infinity of space and time.the worst part is to get rid of my fear and feeling of impending doom found my self punching hard objects,I broke my right hand three times it's embarrassing as well.