the panic attack i thought was death

by ricky west
(missouri, USA)

So im 16 im a diagnosed hypochondriac with a panic disorder these panic attacks to this day are ruining my life i cant function correctly im constanty in fear for my life and im experiencing this panic attack riight now my chest hurts i feel nauous and im crying aloud but even while im freaking out i know its in my head but my body will not believe me every single little twitch and heartbeat i convince myself im a step closer to death i hate this and im stuck in this feeling EVERY SINGLE NIGHT i am stuck with this torture and am at a dead end in my highschool careeer because i cant focus i havent slept in two days because im afraid to sleep.